I should say that by about August in the previous year, that I'd actually slept just perhaps six, maybe seven times at most. No lie. But this has been for two years. Nobody would believe.
Amongst other matters I strive to achieve. I mean I already know how to fix everything. I've for a long enough time... It is just seemingly being contiunously fucked around, lately anyway ... I suppose since I became homeless stupidly in late-October, 2021. Well- I could say that it began then, although it was perhaps a little while following that things got weird. I mean for the last nine months of being homeless, there was sunshine wherever I was, and I walked into Melbourne CBD one day and I thought that it was going to flood. Heh.
Here (where I have been for perhaps two weeks?) and from what I am able to see, all of the surrounds to quite large extent - it has been quite wet, very much so- in-fact. At-least in the southern parts of the island.
I am just lonely also, I've had one girlfriend in my life and for this reason, I do not even bother - heh. But really I want to go streaking in the caffeteria.
Once I find myself settled somewhere, and comfortably, Matters which require my immediate attention following having found comfort, which appears be now is the actual development of the theories which I'd thought up, well- over ten years ago, now. Just. The technologies which I have to now developed what I see as working and complete theoretical specifications for are able to be viewed here. And I cannot wait to revisit these endeavours, it is where I left off in 2012. More or less.
On Being Sane in Insane, Not Simply Unsane Places. And I did not even write of the derailed shipwreck, and et cetera. Lol.
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I did leave copies of my Book, the first one [The NOTES!] which I'd written on February the 16th of, 2021, well- EVERYWHERE. And when I disclose my location as I'd earlier onto this webpage, well- what do you find aronud the township? NOBODY- earlier anyway. Now it is alright... Just haha. Also I honestly have NO ACCURATE MEASURE of the amounts of peoples whom see this website, despite its respectably lengthy course of operation to now. It is just that my Book [The NOTES!] has immense importance and a very real capability and very desparatly in need ability to fix a - what I identify as being a very low-level, or fundamental- LACKING of a knowledge which makes a person, them.
I should make it clear that for the previous ten months period, or so; I've been walking through mindfields [more minefields, as it perhaps *somehow* may be described. Yes, as the musical track performed by the group 'The Prodigy'], more or less.
I will also make this clear, nobody has ever helped me with the work which I've produced. I will say that 'God' as such, is around- it has mentioned to me things, although less than the amount of times wich you could count on both of your hands. Because I am also natural and therefore sane. Hopefully the annoyance which is of people will end shortly, now.
I suppose that I just finished wandering laps around Australia, as-least this is the way that those that I speak with had seen it as being so. My initial conception is always the most accurate regarding most of any subject matters at my contemplation. Of course it was always. One. No doubt, using the only logical analysis of the matter which is available. The oithers? As I in-fact learned the quite difficult way, is no more than psychiatric, or neuropsychopharmacological perturbation. Now-
No point heading back to Melbourne, in-fact; those who wish, as I am a reasonable man, the types of which you will not ever find a-top tall mountains (unless I am hiding from the cops.) LOL.
I should've left earth way back in the year of 2008. The Egyptians are certainly totally awesome folks.
Also despite us not speaking anymore, albeit still occasionally experiencing the hateful, unkind, and aggrivting nuissance thoughts, well- Just know that what people refer to as 'God', it is not a person*. Notwithstanding, I (just as much so as any other person) reserve my choice and freedom to hold whatever belief I have and do, which is that I am an, well- I canot explain, or perhaps the most precise manner into which I may express this is this; Agonistic (as I had always referred myself to be, from perhaps approximately the year 2010*) I just know what is true, and what is the shit. Just say I am a pagan. Or aethist. Lol. Mr X, maybe. Okay, enough on that. I am really just a natural person, as I'd referred my myself as a short peice of writing which I'd once had located at the bottom of the index [this page]. So, in other words, I am just sane. Normal. A realist.
* having had saw, experienced, endured or loved and enjoyed, I know it with an undeniable certainty that it was always 'One'. I just don't understand why people feel the urge to fuck around. Some, anyway. Well- I know they're corrupted in their minds and this is the root of their callous, ill-intented manner.
Of mice, and men. LOL. Let them fucking kick their bins over, throw their trash all around. Yet, still I feel sympathy and would, allow them to come along to where us normal good people are headed by via my device. Which is ten years passed for its physical construction.
One piss fart springs to mind. Despite me providing him the cure for his self-induced fucking ignorance and utter careless callous, he really did a number on me. But, it's no big deal. I know that to rectify the dismay, I just need to have a solid, steady period of getting seriously fucking off the walls, yes- shitfaced. Plastered as all fuck. And no, I don't refer to ethanol, I am a human. I speak the good medicine which the government have so unmistakingly and certainly not by any "fortunate" coincidence set aside as restricted given their completely inconsiderate [to all of everybody throughout earth.]
It must be known that due to my involvement, well; this is bears a Universe-wide scope of impact.
And- to think, that; I'd never hurt a single fucking person in my life. I've always bar a very few times not given a needing cigarette to a fellow beautiful person who happens to ask me for one. Unfortunately this circumstance is equally true in the inverted context. Hah.
I have the knowledge to be capable to do whatever the shit fuck damn fuck I want. Within sane respect. I am a man, and only that. I invested my life's time in the study of whatever gave me a fucking boner. HAHA. Which is so like- I still cannot understand why I've had one girlfriend. Would be nice to head to this star system which I've had on my mind for some time now, - try ... fifteen years. Heh.
I met a good friend here, who is male though, but a genuine well-mannered individual. A good person, which is what WE ALL FUCKING ARE. Since I cured SWIM, yet he still took it to attempt destroy me. As far as I can see...
My intention was never to hurt anybody. Ever, this is not what I do. My only intention was to help the people, following having come into knowledge of what I was able to provide to the people of this earth, and other beings through the various ecosystems. I still do not know if I have. I used to have a page with these such statements titled as being "psychosis" hawee. I have a sufficient or almost entirely complete mental clarity once again, though in far overdue need but of course it is welcomed... rofl.
We only get one life, and I only wish that I was never interfered with...
Of mice, and men. LOL. Look, just - wait. All is well that ends well.
Education and Understanding, enables the universal and unstoppable ceaseless in both, impact of organisms and as-well and scope of the affected scope of region touched by its compelling welcomed loving embrace. WOOT WOOT!
Here I provide this and that, rofl. GLHF. RANDOM AND MISCELLANIOUS AND ENTIRELY UNASSORTED, whatever. Yolo. Y'know. Dr. Seuz probably does, or Willy Wonka. Whatever. also pioneers revolutising the fields of the conventional sciences, and whom have provided seminal benefit to us. Sure- Gold is all fun and games until you drive a buggy into the ocean and fuck- the sight to a unknown tirbal group on some weird island obscured by clouds and never yet ventured unto, well- it'd be like the first time that the native indian americans saw the ships of the explorers coming over the horizon. BLAH HAHA.LALALA.
PDFS...
TXT FILES...
Archived documents... [broken link don't know if I can be bothered to fix it ugh]
Also, I am the only person who God [planetary body, whatever, et cetera, ...] has ever spoken to. Or walked with, whatever. I thought I would mention.
Besides I was atheist to agnostic and now, again atheist.
Fred, or Mel; whichever name you prefer. <3